BoVi Jarial - Thinking about the Life and the Future

"Mein kya hoon, mera kya hoga, mein kya karunga life mein, kuch nhi pta... fir bhi G rhe hain.."

Fully Disappointed with Myself:

Sali ek hi chiz hai Zindagi mein, jo kabhi jati nhi vo hai soch. Yeh hamesha har kisi ke sath hi hoti hai. Yeh kabhi bhi aa sakti hai aur kisi ke liye bhi aa sakti hai.

Par sala apne liye nhi kuch kar paye. Soch har waqt aa jati hai, apne liye yhan tak ki har kisi ke liye bhi. But soch, soch tak hi simit reh jati hai. Yeh kabhi aage nhi ja payi. Kuch na kar paye. Bas jhan par the vhin par hi reh gye. 

Yeh kya ho rha hai, aesa kyu ho rha hai, kese ho rha hai or kis vajah se ho rha hai. Because of my lazyness. I am very lazy person.

But yaar mein krna kya chahta hoon, kese krunga mein us chij ko. Man kis chij mein hai kam karne ka vo chij krni hai. But krna kese hai sirf lazyness ko dur krke.

Mein pta nhi kyu hoon aesa, kya hoon mein, aesa kyu krta hoon, sochta kya hoon. Jo sochta hoon vo kar bhi pata hoon ya nhi. Karna kya hai zindagi mein. Don't know about that... I have only these word for that.

Kya kuch bhi nahi kar paunga mein aur kyu kuch nhi kar paunga main apni zindagi mein. Kyunki khatam hoon mein, kuch bhi nhi hoon mein.

Bus ek yhi soch hai jo har pal aati hi rhti hai, kabhi na kabhi, khin na khin aati to jarur hai. But dikkat to is baat ki hai, ki yeh soch bs aati hi hai, badalti nhi aur kuch hota nhi.