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BoVi Jarial - Thinking about the Life and the Future

" Mein kya hoon, mera kya hoga, mein kya karunga life mein, kuch nhi pta... fir bhi G rhe hain. ." Fully Disappointed with Myself: Sali ek hi chiz hai Zindagi mein, jo kabhi jati nhi vo hai soch. Yeh hamesha har kisi ke sath hi hoti hai. Yeh kabhi bhi aa sakti hai aur kisi ke liye bhi aa sakti hai. Par sala apne liye nhi kuch kar paye. Soch har waqt aa jati hai, apne liye yhan tak ki har kisi ke liye bhi. But soch, soch tak hi simit reh jati hai. Yeh kabhi aage nhi ja payi. Kuch na kar paye. Bas jhan par the vhin par hi reh gye.  Yeh kya ho rha hai, aesa kyu ho rha hai, kese ho rha hai or kis vajah se ho rha hai. Because of my lazyness. I am very lazy person. But yaar mein krna kya chahta hoon, kese krunga mein us chij ko. Man kis chij mein hai kam karne ka vo chij krni hai. But krna kese hai sirf lazyness ko dur krke. Mein pta nhi kyu hoon aesa, kya hoon mein, aesa kyu krta hoon, sochta kya hoon. Jo sochta hoon vo kar bhi pata hoon ya nhi. Karna kya ...
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BoVi Jarial - I am not good

Sab kuch thik chl rha tha. but sala kal raat se halat kuch krab thi. jyada hi khrab thi.. Apne hi mst. apne liye hi soch rhe, ki aj Saturday hai. kya krenge. kese raat katenge. sirf apne liye. Ghr me pta nhi kab ka phone kiya hua, koi yad nhi. kisi ko yad kr liya ye bhi koi pta nhi hai. Bs apna kese katega bawa. ye cn hai. Or har bar ki tarah aj raat bhi mehfil bethi thi. raat ho gyi. halat bhi khrab thi, fr b dum lgaye ja rhe hai. koi fikar nhi. Dr. ne saf bol diya tha ki aj kuch nhi khana pina. only khichari and dahi. But sala man khan manta hai. Sala ter(nasha) chahiye to chahiye. bus fir beth gye. Jese hi 2nd paper khatam hua. ghr se call aa gyi. utha ijjajat li mehfil se. Hello k sath hi unka question tha. "tu phn phun ni krda. inna bsy ho gya hunda. tu kr le kar phone. ya tu miss call hi kr deya kar. Jis wqt jra c b free hove. Asi kr le krge tenu phone." 😩😧😩😦 Fr main bus, nhi kr lenga. kr liya krunga. "Aethe bura hal hai ho gya. kamar di pain hoi n...